No More Ice Cream Please

Yes, I actually uttered those words after literally eating way too much ice cream these past couple of days. If you didn't know, I just got my wisdom teeth out on Monday so it's been one bed bound Spring Break for me. Luckily it's gone a lot better than I thought it was going to, now that doesn't mean I didn't have pain or it was all easy, but I thought it was going to be a lot worse.

My face is still swollen, I can't smile, can't really talk, and can't really open my jaw, but I ate eggs and hot cereal today so I'm one happy camper. I did have to eat the hot cereal with applesauce to help it go down better. (quick tip for all getting their wisdom teeth out)

Whoever said you "lose weight" from getting your wisdom teeth was very wrong, I'm sure I've gained weight! That's why after feeling awful from the sugar, I decided to start switching to juices instead. This particular juice has 3 carrots, 1/4 beet, an apple, and some kale. Nothing fancy, just needed some veggies in my system.

My swollen face is also going down, kind of. Thanks to this heating/cooling pad thing from the grocery store, which yes has zoo animals on it and is suppose to be for kids. It's really helped since now cold wont help with my swollen face.

Just wanted to post an update of how I'm surviving this, basically my life at the moment.

I've never wanted to put make up on so bad!  
Anyone else had their wisdom teeth out before?

|It's been a weird one..|

Hello hello sunshiners, well its Saturday night and today has been interesting. I work, got my hair done (lighter), got my nails done, went to Sephora (for new foundation, yes NEW) and now I'm winding down and relaxing.

So that was my day, undetailed.

My day detailed consisted of not wearing any make up to work today , yes nothing, because I'm completely out of my DISCONTINUED Clinique foundation  and I was insecure the whole time because my face doesn't have a lot of blemishes or anything, it just gets very red so had to power through that. Then raced to a hair appointment because I have been going back blonde after going dark brown and finally my hair is back! So that was one very good thing today. Then I went with my sister to get my nails done and they are just so amazing, but the owners daughter did it and she was like 12 years old, not exaggerating.

Then I went to Sephora and this wonderful employee completely helped me out and gave me a sample of the Urban Decay Naked foundation just to see if I first like it before I buy it, which I shall be testing tomorrow!

 Then I came home and realized I lost my keys so I dumped out my purse on my doorstep, classy. Finally got in and noticed my Society6 Bastille shirt came in, although its a tad big so I don't know if I'm going to send it back for a smaller one.

Anyway, tried eating eggs, veggies, and brown rice, but my sugar tooth was tingling so I raced to not one, but TWO different frozen yogurt shops and they both were very packed and I don't like going in when it's busy, rather quiet and dead. So no froyo. But I decided just to go to Albertsons and get those tiny Dreyers Ice Cream things.

It's just been a different weird day  ..

How was yours?

Obsessed with accent nails. Something fun.

Oops. The reason for this blog is ...

Sometimes our words can be best describe through typing. We don't have to worry how we say it, what we're wearing when we say it, and its an open book of possibilities.

This blog is me. Everything me. And yes, CLOTHES, because of course clothes = me
Enjoy

 

Overall dress: Target, Purple Tights: Target, Boots: Forver21

ootd: January 27, 2013

Hello. Welcome. Hi.

Yes. It's 11:15pm on a Tuesday night and I have found I cannot sleep. Last night I worked til 11:30pm and didn't get to bed til an hour later and then woke up today at 6:15am for school. Whoever said college was the best years of of lives was probably high.

I feel like such a grandma sometimes, I'm angry that my job makes me stay up til midnight. My perfect life is going to sleep at the same time every night: 9:30pm and then awake at 6am the next morning. Is that weird? I just get so much out of my days and now I just feel so unmotivated and ill. My body honestly doesn't understand what the heck is happening because it can't handle this type of exhaustion. It's one of those ridiculously sensitive things my bodies all about. I just want to say "who cares!" to my body and tell it to let loose, but my thoughts of worry destroy any of that type of thinking.

I'm just in a pit of confusion and .. melancholy you could say. One thing that gets me going is buying clothes, oh yeah, even though I've spent $500 on my hair (going back blonde, WHY THE HECK DID I GO DARK) and I still just want to BUY BUY BUY more clothes because I feel like I don't have the clothes that my style needs. Like I'm still wearing what I loved 3 years ago, but now I hate it, yet can't throw it away! I need a major shopping spree with major cash. God, doesn't it suck not being able to get something? It's a ridiculous thing that I never really understood/understand. In your mind it's possible, yet it's impossible in reality. Like today I was going to sign up for a contest to get a chance to go to Coachella and see the band that I know will literally change my life (Bastille: Dan Smith = Ultimate fangirl moment) yet I even pulled over on the side of the road to create an account to be able to sign up on my iphone. I was so excited and had high hopes but then it proceeded to tell me I needed $1,200 ppoints. What. The. Heck. Crush my dreams don't cha! I want so many things in life and in my imagination it's right before me but in life it's so far away that there is a zero chance of it happening. Yes, I've had to come to terms that Leonardo Dicaprio is not going to randomly see me in a coffee shop and ask for my hand in marriage. Poop.

So here's to the nights of utter rambling and a fresh start on a new month of the new year (which I've totally blown January. FML.). Also a new blog. Welcome. Whoever you are. Blank Space of an abyss of life.

This is your heart .. can you feel it ... can you feel it ..